Everything is good...until my cock starts to take control of my body

It starts with a hot feeling on my half hard cock, forcing my hand to touch it. Soon my cock is rockhard and I have to touch it all the time.
By then I wish I hadnt deleted my collection after my last session, wish someone would jerk off with me...and wish something big would be up my ass while I stroke my cock.
My mind is filled with the urge to wank. Lets jerk off together, to tight women or just to the thought of jerking off together