Hear this 24 year old messed up case, and please help me out.

Greeting everybody,

myquals: 10th (2015) 7.6 CGPA, 12th (2017) 72%

Here's my story: I passed out school in 2017 {My marks are: 10th (2015) 7.6 CGPA and 12th (2017) 72%} but because of being late couldn't fill up the form of CPT and then the new course of CA Foundation came so I filled that one, failed in 2018 May, tried again and thankfully passed with 240 marks, 60 in Accounts and Law, 80 in BCK and 40 in maths.

Then I start preparing for CA inter in 2019 but what has happened is that since 2019 winter I have been suffering from severe migraine and thing with it is that if medication is not taken pain becomes very extreme but if medication is taken it will make you extremely drowsy, sleepy and lazy. So I had to skip that attempt.

After that since 2020, a relative of mine start nagging my parents to join college and leave CA for good. So my parents listened to the relative and then I started preparing for entrance exam I gave tons of exams failed in most but got selected for Christ University Bangalore in BBA but couldn't go there as it was a different state and couldn't afford the rental expenses, that was in 2021.

I gave CUET in 2022 and 2023, but couldn't get into DU or any other govt colleges.

Now, since August I have been admitted to Amity and doing BBA from there.

Since 2020 I got interested in economics especially in political economy and development economics, would like to be something like Jean Dreze is, but the problem is I am not a top scorer.

I even searched for on how to get good grades but sadly the books couldn't help me out even though some of them are from leading cognitive psychologists.

I know I failed spectacularly.

My question what should I do, any advice for me ? Please help.