i don’t want to be trans

I’ve pretty much almost come to terms with the fact i’m probably a trans man. I’ve talked to my mom about a therapist (she doesn’t know why) and yeah. But i don’t wanna be trans. I don’t want that to sound disrespectful or anything but i just truly want to be a cisgender man. I’m not sure what the point of this post is i just really needed to say it somewhere.