Cravings

It’s honestly so surprising that I’m almost at a month now of no drinking. I can’t remember the last time this has even happened since entering my 20s let alone my 30s. I’m not saying I’m done forever, but it’s nice not feeling like trash all the time.

Tonight, I actually went to the gym and wanted to grab pizza for dinner afterwards. The immediate thought came to mind that it would be great to have some wine as well, but I didn’t give in. Then, I noticed Casper is on Netflix and thought to myself that this would be great to watch while drinking, so I could have a good cry.

I have to remind myself that things were so bad at one point that I would easily down a bottle of wine and a half pint of whiskey in one night and could’ve kept going, which is why I knew not to have more in the house. I’m just going to keep taking it one day at time.