How does everyone’s versions of hyper manic look to them?

I can always sleep for England no matter wether I’m depressed or hyper manic, I don’t ever feel better than anyone else in fact I think I’m a little insecure about myself

However I do have crazy shopping sprees and just have something inside me that say spend money you’ll feel great. I do talk really fast so people can’t keep up and even I’m not sure where I’m going with what I’m saying. I have fits of anger because I have so much weird energy inside I can’t cope. Sometimes when I have so much energy all I can do is ‘freeze’ and just lay in bed because it’s so overwhelming

How does everyone else’s look?