23 [M4F] #Online #IRL Submissive guy looking for someone extra sadistic

Hey there, I'm a 23 year old submissive from the UK with a good few years experience with kink. I tend to be attracted to unstable, slightly psychotic women, in part because my tastes in kinks are a little more extreme than most and in part because psychotic women are hot.

About Me:
I am strictly monogamous and strictly submissive, and am firmly left-leaning politically. I'm a homebody and while I am introverted with people I don't know especially well, I'm very extroverted in settings where I'm comfortable, such as online or amongst close friends. I'm very stubborn and firm in my beliefs, I'm confrontational and argumentative, but I tend to bend over backwards for my romantic partners. I enjoy all the stereotypical nerd hobbies such as video games, anime, and TTRPGs such as D&D (I play wizards usually, I wasn't kidding that I'm a nerd). I'm way into mythology and that kind of stuff. I also studied animal science for several years, and partners who aren't animal lovers are a deal-breaker for me.

Physically I'm a skinny white guy with short dark hair, blue-green eyes, and am around 5'8" tall. I've been described as a twink plenty of times. I also have scars on my chest and back. I'll be willing to share pictures once I'm comfortable enough with someone. Main thing is that I'm easy to pin down.

What I'm Looking For:
When it comes to what kind of partner I'm seeking, I'm fairly open to most body types and personality is a big part of attraction to me. Ideally I would like a partner to be equally committed to me as I am to them. I'd love a big titty goth gf as much as the next guy, but what really matters is that we connect and have good chemistry with each other. I'm mostly looking for people in the age range of around 20-30, but with some leeway of course.
When it comes to kink, I'm not especially into high protocol domination unless I've had plenty of time to grow attached and trust my partner. As such, I don't especially care for titles like Mistress or Goddess or anything similar off the bat. I am very much a masochist and most of my submission takes the form of physical pain, so I would very much be interested in what would basically be a consensually abusive relationship. The extreme tastes mentioned earlier would be my love of snuff, gore, and torture fantasies, so if these are a hard limit for you might be better off looking elsewhere. I'd also be very open to an abusive sugar mommy, but that's probably just wishful thinking.
I'm open to both long distance and IRL relationships, however I'd prefer for the relationship to eventually lead to meeting IRL as I'm seeking long-term commitment. As mentioned earlier, I am strictly monogamous and like to commit myself entirely to my partner. I'm open to casual relationships for now, but it would be very temporary.
Kinks: CBT, asphyxiation, needle play, impact play, blood, knife play, pet play, manipulation, degradation, body worship, chastity, pegging, and many, many more. If you have specific questions about what I'm into, feel free to just ask me.
Limits: include things such as scat, age play, and findom. Likewise, if you have specific questions about my limits, you can ask away.
Honestly if you have any questions at all ask away, it's hard to tell you everything about myself in one post, so if you're at all interested don't hesitate to get in touch.
My main method of contact is through Discord. My user is: Stygian.Sea.Slug

And of course, if this post is still up it means I'm still looking. Feel free to message me if you're interested.