So many questions: What happened to us ?

Seriously, what happened to us? How did we let this slip away into nothing?

Why didn't I notice you were pulling away, and why did you do so without communicating your concerns?

Why did both of us fail to speak our minds when it was most needed, especially after four years of managing just fine? What changed in our final year together that caused our struggles?

How did you ‘move on’ so quickly too? It’s just not something I can bring myself to do. All I ever wanted was you and I still stupidly do.

Why was I left to shoulder the blame for this, with no recognition of your own mistakes and shortcomings? It appears as if you believe I didn't put in enough effort, but have you forgotten the times I tried, only to be shut down?

Maybe it's partly my fault for not recognising your faults earlier. Maybe if I had spoken up things would have been different.

All I ever wanted was your happiness, and I did my best to provide it, but in the process, I lost myself. Now, I'm left with countless unanswered questions. If you could answer just one of them, it would be: What happened to us?