Just finished S7 and I'm grieving... help me lol

This is cringe alert just a warning:

So I've binged OUAT and I've finally finished it. I know a lot of people here didn't particularly like Rumple towards the end but man he was one of my fav characters (as well as Regina).

I keep replaying that scene at the end of the last episode where Rumple has died and Regina is talking to him over his body thanking him and what not. And it hits me really really hard. Replaying it over and over in my head, listening to the music, watching the video like TORTURING myself. Last night I legit cried myself to sleep which is weird as hell for me. I feel empty and greiving this morning.

I know this sounds super weird as hell and I probably sound like a loser but holy hell I just needed to get this out with people who are invested in the story like me. I don't have anyone who knows about it so I can't talk about it with anyone.

Sorry for the novel I just needed to get it off my chest lol