Sexual Rejection

(tw: rape mention, sexual harassment)

In addition to perceived abandonment, I wish they talked about perceived rejection especially that of a sexual nature.

It goes out with saying, but their hypersexuality is a horrible mix when it comes to substance abuse.

All the stalking, the backstabbing and lying on me out to my dangerous abuser, the refusal to let go of me all because she wanted her turn with me. She knew my domestic abuser (possible psychopath, definite Cluster B) was harming me in that way, but I guess it made her horny every time I cried about it.

Eventually I figured out why I get repulsed when people express sexual attraction to me and it’s because I’m (grey) asexual. My mind has conditions for sexual attraction and she didn’t do it for me.

I got rightfully triggered by her manipulating me purely for sex and then throwing herself at me and was demonized for it. She was liking posts about spitting on another person in a sexual context, something that my domestic abuser did.

I think if you have to manipulate someone to get sex from them, then it’s not consensual. And I think if you try to burn someone’s life to the ground because they wouldn’t be your sex doll and ATM, then what does that make you?