19F looking for Long term friends

I'm from India. An introvert IRL. Though anyway trying to express more, learning how to interact with people. In my college I do have friends, still I feel like an outcast. All of em are way to efficient in expressing themselves and know how to entertain others by words or any other means. But for me it's difficult. I've become kind of dead inside, don't feel like sharing anything to anyone. At the beginning I may seem dull but if I become comfortable with you, maybe you'll be able to peep through my inner soul...........