ABYG if i dislike my uncle with mental illness

today nag ka argument kami ng mama ko because of my lying tito. pag may ginawang mali, automatic palusot. i feel sorry for him naman for ruining his life (from alcoholism) pero i feel even sorry for my lola na pati buong pension binibigay sa kanya and cant even enjoy it herself. nakatira sya samin for ilang years for free and he would always bug my mom about money and his medicine is expensive. wala syang work kaso i keep on telling my mom na kaya nya naman mag work. hes physically able and can communicate ok, so i dont understand how he cant find a job kahit mag janitor or bagger sa mall para naman maka help sa medical bills nya. nung pandemic nakita ko nangungutang pa nanay ko para may pambili sya ng meds nya. my mom had a successful sari sari store din noon tapos pinasa sakanya para may “magawa” sya to distract himself at income for himself. Ending is nalugi yung store

frustrating lang. dont know if i should sympathize sakanya pero for me kaya naman nya tlga mag trabaho. so abyg?

i try to think baka di talaga nya kaya because of his depression pero nung isang araw nag help naman din sya mag count ng votes nung brgy election for a fee?? nag ccellphone at tv lang naman sya kung sa bahay tsaka konting hosework like nag bubukas ng garahe kung papasok or palabas yung car hays