I feel so unmotivated 24/7

I feel really down about life and where I am in it. I can't say a specific reason because it feels like life in general just seems unbearable, everything is the same. Always. Meeting appointments getting errands done not being able to have any free time and having no friends is really hard. Life is really hard. I just want a reset, now I don't even really want advice because I'm aware I'm depressed and am on meds but it doesn't seem to be helping, seems to have taken more the rational thoughts away then irrational, I'm not going to but the desire to leave this everyday same day world is intense. I connect with no one, not even my boyfriend and I don't even know if I wanna be with anyone right now due to to how messed up i feel, just want to feel something other than this, whatever this is.