I’m new here, sorry if this is off topic.

I hope this isn’t breaking the rules somehow, but I’m just trying to introduce myself because I normally don’t talk politics openly (perhaps for obvious reasons). I’m not completely sure if I’d consider myself a conservative normally, as I’d consider myself more of a “early 2000s liberal” or a “pre-2012 or 2016 moderate/centrist”, but I guess in recent times, that makes me a conservative. My fiancé just died a week ago today (we had been together for around five years), and with him gone, there isn’t really anybody I can really feel fully comfortable or identified with around me, so I’m hoping I might at least be able to find some friends again who I can be able to have some sort of camaraderie and be completely open about things, since I’d imagine most gay conservatives have dealt with the problems of both sides of the fence at some point or another in their lives. I hope it’s ok to post this. I hope to meet some good future friends.