Fighting the addiction to escorts while engaged
Im recently engaged to my fiance and I love her more than anything. I have never cheated on her. However, I used to have a heavy addiction to escorts and porn and whenever I am away from home, the thought starts coming to my mind and I end up looking at escort sites. I have never actioned this as I know its wrong and I don't want it, but its a compulsive behaviour. It gets to the point where at times, I actually message the girls, but I never action anything and I just jerk off and feel disgusted with myself afterwards.
How do I rewire my brain to not think these thoughts? And any tips? Thank you all, I'm really struggling with this one. And sorry if this doesn't belong in this sub.
Posted Nov 1, 2023, 4:04 PM UTC
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