Being A serial seems kinda

Frustrating, annoying and simple. Like I like someone but my temperament with wanting to deal with them to being in a serious relationship seems kinda blah. I rather have them at a distance but would love to have that tax break from the government, but not enough to have to be with someone one. I feel lonely some days because my friends don't get it. They think being in a relationship is the best thing since sliced bread. And gooooood how do I tell someone I like that I'm an Ace without them saying they aren't and it's not fair so I feel like I don't approach anyone out of fear that they won't want to tolerate learning something new.