Conflicted

I’ve been wrestling with something that’s been on my mind, and I think it’s about time I talk about it. I’m a trans man who has always been attracted to women. That’s been a constant in my life. However, lately, I’ve been experiencing this desire for random hookups with men, and it’s throwing me for a loop.

On one hand, it’s like I’ve discovered this new facet of myself that I want to explore, and it’s exciting. On the other hand, it feels weird, considering my long-standing attraction to women. It’s like my own sexual orientation is a bit perplexing, even to me.

I know sexuality can be fluid, and that’s perfectly okay. But I can’t help but feel a little lost in this new territory. I’m curious if any other trans individuals have experienced similar situations or anyone, really, who’s had to navigate a shifting sexual landscape.

How did you cope with the internal conflict? What advice would you offer to someone trying to make sense of their changing desires and attractions? Your insights and experiences would be greatly appreciated.

Thanks for being a listening ear