Inducing a miscarriage

I’m currently 7/8 weeks pregnant with an emotionally/physically abusive partner and I don’t have access to reproductive care he told me to go back to living in my car and I don’t want to put a newborn child in the burden of all this or go through a pregnancy completely homeless I know I sound heartless to everyone reading this but I promise I’m trying to do what’s best here. I will go to the emergency room. I do fear for my life if he discovers I have seeked abortion care please help me here.