Really struggling to deal with the fact that I’ve had no sexual pleasure for 4 years and I probably never will again. Tips?

I was always very sexual until I got PSSD from antidepressants in 2019. Ever since my life has been ruined by anhedonia and sexual anhedonia. I’m so done living because of this. I would just like to at least have my sex life back and be able to feel a nice pleasurable orgasm. I’m so fucking miserable man what do I do?