Cruel Fate

I imagine us cuddling up in bed at night, I imagine us having a morning cup of tea together, I imagine us going to the cinema, I imagine things being okay...
I'm left with the memories and the idea of you. I wish you would see me, we would talk, mend the situation and be friends or something like that but... I feel like I hurt you when I was stubborn and told you not to bother seeing me, deleting your number... You feel you need to owe yourself the self respect, the pride, not to settle for less than what you deserve. Maybe you forgot all about me... Maybe it was just a last year fling, for you...
So tonight I listen to 'My love mine all mine' by Mitski, and think of you Stacey.
Take care.