Got a compliment today …

When you’re in a DB for a certain amount of time it starts to really f__k with your psyche . The constant rejection hurts and makes you question yourself. Add to that the fact of getting older and just not looking the way you used to. I used to get flirted with a lot in my 20s and early 30s . Mid 40s now and not so much at all .

I was really depressed today. Just in a big funk. I mean big time .

Well, I stopped at the gas station to grab something real quick. There was a lady behind me and when the other register opened up I turned around and said “ you go ahead . I’ll wait”. As the cashier was ringing her up the cashier walked over in my direction, looked at me for a second , then went back . I thought it was odd. After I got my stuff and headed towards the door the lady I let go in front of me stopped me and said : “ you have the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen.”

I said “ well thank you very much. You have no idea what that means to me today . So again, thank you for that. “

No one has said that to me in a long time. Weird how the universe works sometimes.

I gonna put that in the W column for today . Sometimes it’s the little things .