I have a thing for older white men as a black teenage girl

I have no clue why. I never liked any of my teachers that happened to be older white men no matter how attractive. I just tend to find them more attractive when dating. I actually feel quite ashamed about it . I wish I didn't but I can't control what I find attractive. I have dated other races and ages. I only specifically find older white men attractive. It's strange and most people get taken back when I share who I'm dating.

Don't get me wrong. I am very careful not dating fetishists or racists. I'm not in anyway shape or form into race play.