i’m starting to feel like i’m just one of those unlikable people

it’s a weird feeling. i don’t bother anyone , i keep the peace, i’m not rude , i have a resting bitch face which also sucks because people assume i’m not in a good mood when i’m perfectly fine. i try to be a person that gives as much effort into knowing someone as much as they would do the same for me . some way some how, i just haven’t been able to have consistency with people i come across. it’s almost like i’m the good enough for right now person or when it’s convenient. it’s like i’m some kind of freak amongst everyone else.

because of this i’m drowning in depression and feeling empty. i’m not looking for sympathy, but i just needed to share this somewhere to someone that cares to read this i suppose.