KiIIing myself later today

I will kilłI my self tonight

I am 20 and I’ve been lonely my entire life. Family don’t see me much, no friends never had a girłfriend all maybe it’s to do with being autistic and introverted. all I do is just work go college then home. Spent this entire pass year trying to change myself by going to public events, club, dating apps and friendships making apps and I just get ghosted. When I see others my age doing lots of things I feel like an alien. I can’t do this anymore. Tired.