20 year old me, used for the first time at uni

Long time lurker, first time poster. Debated even posting this, but I like to write.

This story happened when I was twenty, during the first few months of my second year of university.

I'd always considered myself straight. Id only ever been in relationships with women, and I had no trouble hooking uo casually with them, but I'd developed a habit of watching gay porn, specifically, creampie porn. There was something so hot about about seeing a thick cock filling another man's ass with load after load of hot cum that got me going, but I'd never had the courage to follow through on my curiosity. It was like a dirty little secret, whilst I enjoyed being dominant with women, I craved a man filling my ass with his cock and his load. I was slim back then, before I put on a load of muscle mass, so I guess I'd be considered a heavily tattooed, long haired twink.

So it continued, as these stories tend to, with me downloading Grindr and seeing what the locals were like on there. There was a wide variety of people to chat to, and I enjoyed sending pictures and chatting, but never had the courage to follow through.

One guy stood out to me though. He wasn't the most hung, but he made me feel at ease, relaxed and chill about everything. He promised that if we met, he'd take it slow and easy on me until I got used to it. One night, whilst all my housemates had gone out drinking, I drank a few beers myself for liquid courage, and invited him round.

He turned up almost immediately, and we went straight to the bedroom. He didn't waste any time with small talk, but simply walked in, took off his shorts and t-shirt, and held his already hard dick out for me. I was surprised, he was taller than me and kinda twinky himself, but as he stepped closer to me, I couldn't resist. I took his entire cock in my mouth and he let out a sigh as I slowly worked his shaft and head with my tongue. As I said, he wasn't the biggest, but feeling his cock fill my mouth flicked a switch in me, I wanted to please this man, to let him use me how he wanted, for his own pleasure and enjoyment.

He didn't take long before he ripped my shorts off, and forced me onto my back and held my legs over his shoulders. He leant in close and began to kiss and suck my nipples, neck and lips, and all the while I could feel the hard head of his cock pressing against my virgin asshole, teasing me.

"Fuck me." I whispered. He obliged me immediately.

This was the first time I had ever had a cock in my ass, and it felt amazing. He started off gently, but soon began to thrust into me deeper and harder. He held my legs and then leaned in close, kissing and fucking me simultaneously until at last, I felt the pulsing ropes of cum filling my no-longer-virgin ass. It felt amazing, to have been used and filled in such a way. He quickly pulled out, thanked me, and drove home. I felt like a little slut, and only wished that he could have been there to keep on using me.

That night led to a beautiful friendship, one where every few weeks, when either of us had a free house, we'd meet up and I'd let him use me however he wanted. I have fond memories of begging him to use me over and over in the course of a single night, and leaving for my home in the morning with a sore ass and the feeling of cum dripping down my thighs. He unlocked his work, late at night, and fucked me pressed against a high window, looking down at the streets below. I learned to get on my knees immediately upon entering his apartment.

This opened up the world of gay sex to me, and damn, what an adventure. I've topped and bottomed and loved every minute of it, though I still hold out hope that one day, I can find a man with a nice thick cock to really stretch me out. Perhaps I'm more bisexual than straight, these days.

Though I've moved away now, we still meet every now and then, and have done for the last eight years. I'm away this weekend, visiting the city where he now lives and should the opportunity arise, I'd love to surrender my ass and mouth to him once more.