[TOMT] HELP ME PLS alternative rock/alternative song possibly "Caroline" or a girl's name (not the status quo, sweet Caroline or other famous ones) maybe from the 2010s or slightly earlier. I WANNA KNOW IT WAS REAL AND I DID NOT DREAM IT. The chorus goes something like "[girls' name]....oh, mine!"

I remember the music video that featured the couple (a butch guy with a long beard and tattoos and a super pretty girl with long dark red hair), they were in love and all butterflies but ended up fighting in the video (maybe in a car, as they have a drift-ride) and the whole song is about how he loves and craves her and still, she slips away (I guess). There might be a scene where the guy is in the shower or sitting on the bed and crying. The whole video was a bit grim and in dark colors.

This singer kinda looked like James Bay but was not him (I think). I over-searched everything but cannot find it now. Is it possible that it's deleted from everywhere? or that it happened in a parallel universe and I switched universes without noticing? I swear I listened to this song a couple of years ago. Or maybe I dreamed the whole thing and it never existed? anyhoww.... please help me. THANK YOU!