Is this normal

Is it normal to think I’m stupid and a horrible person when I mess up. It can be really small stuff to, like forgetting to do something I told someone I’d do. Every time I mess up I feel worthless, like I can’t do anything right and always mess things up. It’s not as bad as before. It was borderline suicidal in the past, and I know that wasn’t normal, but is it normal or average to feel like that when I mess up?