My face is such a curse!

I’m so sick of this. Ever since I was young I’ve had this weird skin that gets tight and shiny every time it’s wet. Fast forward into adult hood, same problem. I went to dermatologist and using the products, but now no one can look at my face. Every time people glance in my direction they immediately look away. It off-puts everyone. No one is attracted to me. No one wants to be friends with me. Everyone judges me everywhere I go. My roommates stay hidden in their rooms when I’m home. All over my face. It’s such a curse.