Just venting

Hi guys!! Currently like 18 weeks maybe or more on pristiq at 50mg. It has helped in a sense but I haven’t fully felt like myself yet this entire time. Dealing with a lot of feeling like I’m not mentally here, not much joy, just really meh. If anything feeling depression more and dissociation. This is my third med trying now. (Also I know I can’t just rely on the meds I do journal, try to get myself more social, up & moving a lot,self care, added brain health vitamins, tracking moods, breathing & grounding techniques, etc.)Talked with my doctor and she wanted to add vraylar, I’m iffy on adding it just my personal choice. Talked to her again today and I feel like she doesnt know what to do with me anymore (always dealt with depression & anxiety but nothing like it’s been since the end of march.lol )so now I am getting a referral for a psychiatrist and therapist ❤️ Just venting I guess and wanting good vibes sent my way that this is the turning point to getting my mental health back in check!!