Does anyone else enjoy bullying this fucker?

I got alien: isolation a few months ago and at first, I was afraid of the alien. But over time I started to not be afraid of it as much and I started to develop a hatred for this thing. Over the past few weeks I’ve been playing a little bit of the game and instead of doing the missions I decide to harass this fucker. I throw Molotovs (sometimes pipe bombs) at it even when I don’t have to. I feel so happy when I hear that thing scream in pain. I also sometimes wave my flame thrower at it and as it approaches me I turn it on and keep burning it until it gets in the vent. I sometimes wait for it to come back and do it again.

Can someone make a mod for this where if you do that a certain amount of times it just goes into a corner, gets in a fetal position, and cries? It would be very nice.

I’ve been feeling happier since I started to do this.