Managing Emotions

I am 25 years old and was recently diagnosed with PCOS. Been TTC for 8 months now. I started metformin, inositol, prenatals, vitamin D, and just finished my first monitored cycle using 5mg letrozole and the trigger shot. Currently in the TWW on prometrium, but I feel so sad and discouraged. I would only be 8 dpo and I tested out the trigger but the lines don’t seem to be coming back. It’s still too early but I feel like I’m grieving a pregnancy that never even occurred out of anxiety that it didn’t work this time. Im so so tired of waiting and I feel like everyone around me is getting pregnant.

I know it’s early on in my journey, but did anyone else struggle HARD with the emotional side of things in the beginning? Trying to have a positive outlook, but it is so soul crushing to feel like my body is failing me month after month.