I'm 15 and I'm sexting a 24 year old (and I feel guilty for liking it) MINOR WARNING

Some of you would say that some teens in high school are already dating college students but this is still intimidating and nothing I've really experienced before. Keep in mind WE ARE NOT DATING but we have a sexual relationship. It all started with her DMing me on insta (unaware of my age) saying she finds me attractive. I laughed it off as people think I'm a lot older than I really am. Many kids my age aren't as physically mature as me which is a blessing and a curse.

I was hesitant to ask for her age because I didn't want to embarrass her and make her feel like a pedo. "You look a lot older than me." I said.

"Yeaahh, that's something I wanted to check." She replied, with a nervous emoji at the end.

This is when I got nervous.

"I'm 15" I said.

"Oh, wow yeah I'm 24." she replied, again with a nervous emoji.

I told her not to feel embarrassed since people commonly mistake me for way older than I am and she says not to worry and that she isn't feeling uncomfortable.

I hope you can understand how I'd find older girls attractive since I'm mature for my age. My generation is so messed up and I find that there aren't many options that match my expectations in this world today. Not to mention I have a guilty habit of seeking validation and affection. I'm not sure why. I have a perfect family yet I still struggle a lot socially and I find myself lonely and always seeking affection and love. I don't drink, I don't do drugs, I go to the gym almost every day but I still have trust issues and an emotional complex.

It could be the porn addiction yet I don't really find myself thinking about it most of the day and only really use it as an escape.

"What are your thoughts on older girls?" she asks.

I swear this girl can read my mind, she knows me too well already.

I told her my thoughts and she said that it was a good answer and she agrees with me.

Out of nowhere she tells me that she can tell I have a big dick. This is when my hormones started rushing through me and I felt a weird sexual sensational pulse through my body. My face went red and I began to become erect. We exchanged numbers and I sent her a One-view photo of my genitals. "I knew it was big omggg!" she said.

I felt so happy and complimented. I went into a frenzy. I was stuck and I forgot about all the real world consequences of this highly illegal interaction. Yes, I know what I'm doing is wrong but something is holding me back. She told me that she's highly submissive and will do anything I say and will go by any fantasy. I felt powerful, guilty and so greedy. I didn't want to sound boring so I told her to call me daddy. She said that she hopes to make me cum tonight (which she did.) She sent me countless nudes and it really triggered something deep within my chemistry that I didn't understand, words could not describe how strange it felt. After I finished I immediately came back to my senses and tried to end the conversation by saying I enjoyed it and said thank you.

The next morning I blocked her on both platforms (Insta and Whatsapp) but eventually I felt too guilty for just ending it like that so I unblocked her on both platforms.

Last night she sent me nudes again and I finished once again, I don't know how to end ties with the situation I have now. Please help me if you can and let me know your thoughts!

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