Dom secretly sub

I've always been dom for my girl but I'm actually a sub. She doesn't believe in submissive men so the most I get is when she is on top. I'm ok with this but I need to get off my chest how submissive I am. Dominant women make me so weak it isn't even funny. I would do anything she says even gross things. I want to serve and please a dominant woman letting her do whatever she wants to me. I'd run her errands, clean her apartment, give her money and let her use me in any way she wants. I have a foot fetish but I've always wanted to be cheated on as well as be peed on by a woman. I will never cheat but I needed to confess this.