Am I better off in rehab?

As my title states I need somebody that’s been actually been to rehab to please explain if there is something that’s “magically” going to make me stop? Or will the clonidine and Gabapentin I have suffice? I’ve been tired of the routine but obviously once I’m in the throws of the 7-10 withdrawal process I get in day 3, feel like a hyprocrite and go running back. I just changed the lock on my bedroom door so I can’t get out AT ALL, and have everything I think I’m going to need in this bedroom.