NEED HELP PLS

I cant post this anywhere i wanted to it seems bc rules r so strict BUT as an ADHD girly I have to have a clear picture of the goals i want to achieve in order to actually follow thru on em. Im starting my fitness journey and want to find a girl with a similar structural build as me with a similar skin tone. I am fair skinned and currently so skinny im underweight. I want to see a gym girl on the skinny side with a nice bum and fair skin bc ALL THE GIRLS ON TIKTOK ARE TAN AND BEASTS.