Are there other people out there who fully remember a Near death experience as waking up fully in a dream? am I the only one??

I died a nontheistic satanist from a heart attack three times, twice in the waiting room at the hospital and once in my apartment, I fully awoke in a dream and I know that place very very well as I have been a lucid dreamer most of my life so the setting was no different excluding this incredible red hue (woman to me as I am a woman and lesbian I assume if your male and your interpretation of this entity would be different. I understood every single thing at once and had an overwhelming sense of complete peace and wholeness like every single fleeting moment of happiness and love became one. This red hue and my experience I have now found a few youtube videos of atheist that experience similar things but none of them fully remember it as I do in great great detail. What I am assuming is that God is actually just an entity beyond our understanding therefore it wants nothing to do with religion which like the lables and words we use to communicate in this 3d world do not apply to the next life or next dimention which I have visited many times in my sleep prior to the heart attacks I induced lucid dreaming on purpose with lots of drugs including trazadone, mixing uppers and sleep medication with barbituates and wearing a nicotine patch or two. I was fascinated by the dream world prior to all these heart attacks, and have lived my life in accordance with my internal moral code of conduct regardless or law or religion. My areas of knowledge are neuroscience, evolutionary neuroscience to be exact, and I would have never in a million years thought that there is actually a "god" much less "heaven" and according to every fucking bible even my own (satanic bible) I should not have went to heaven at all, I did. I am losing my mind in Houston and need to find a good collage where I can talk to people with formal educational background on this stuff, I have interacted with, what I know other people assume is "god" and I do not know where to go with all this information? Whats the best university in Houston, TX for science and theology?