Feel like the worst mum today

Last night my girls didn’t sleep until maybe 11pm. They are 2 and 4. God, I love them so much but yesterday I was so mad at them.

They had their baths, we read books and played some nice soothing music.

My youngest is going through a phase and it was wearing me down so much. I yelled, made them cry by walking out of the room after they wouldn’t listen.

I had to let my two year old cry it out because I just didn’t have it in me

I just wanted some time to myself after being at work ( in childcare)

It sounds stupid but I also didn’t want to fall asleep so I won’t forget to move the elf for them

2 year old had a tantrum this morning again so I left for work early and dropped them off with their teachers just so I could sit in the staff room and chill.

I always thought I’d be a really calm mum and now I feel like the worst.