Found out my best friend of 25 years would be down to jack off together, but...

...now he's married, and would feel guilty for that level of intimacy with someone else that's not his wife. Which I totally understand and will respect. I have just ALWAYS had the fantasy of jacking off with him. I'm gay, he's straight, but we're super close and deeply bonded, I just feel like jacking off together would be closest we could get as friends. We're both very sexual guys, always horny, very open about it, and I'd love to see his cock, how he pleasures himself, and orgasms.

He even said he'd be open to mutual, but I wouldn't even say that'd be necessary for me to enjoy it (obviously, I'd love it - would love to make each other shoot, show each other different ways to stroke - he's never edged, but i love to do it), but just the trust and vulnerability of masturbating together would be so hot. Thinking about all of the hot times I've missed out on by not being blunt about it sooner. Though, maybe we weren't close enough or he wasn't open to it before - who knows. TLDR: Don't be afraid to just ask.

(And I think I remember that he knows my u/, so if you see this bud, and change your mind... lemme know, haha.)