wish it wasnt so hard trying to find a guy irl GENUINELY into this

I've talked to white guys irl and on my SFW reddit who I get along with really well but when our talk inevitably gets to the topic on sex, they get surprised im into raceplay. it honestly seems like they are weirded out. and btw the guys are always the one to bring sex up. i've never said out of the blue "hey i want to suck your superior white cock" lol.

even on this account when i posted on roleplay sub, most of the white men on there said something along the lines of "hey Im not actually racist and i dont think im better than you because im white but we can act like it in the RP". Like what ???? When i get a white boyfriend someday, im going to hope he is racist and not something he pretends to be just to be with me/get into my pants lol.

its just so discouraging since im a virgin and I want a racist white boyfriend/husband (if he finds me worthy of course :)) to be with me and to deflower my brown cunt. i genuinely do believe white men are my superiors so even being in a relationship with one would be such a honor. but only to a racist one of course :)

and IRL im really shy and wear a religious necklace (Im Roman Catholic, a very bad one lol), so I guess most white guys who are actually into race play wouldnt get the impression im into it too just based off my looks

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