never had a friend

I’m almost about to graduate and I’ve never had a friend. I've always been known as the shy kid my entire life, I doubt anyone at my school even knows my name. My social life is nonexistent, it’s kind of unbelievable looking in but it’s true. And I’m not even close to my family, the only person I have is my sister. Sometimes I feel like I’m the loneliest girl in the world. Thinking of all the memories I don’t have makes me cry. I feel like I’m wasting my teenage years. I try to make friends but it’s just like I physically can’t. I’m too socially anxious and awkward. I don't know how to break out of my shell, and people don't care to know either.