Starting Today

I didn’t even think girls got post nut clarity but I think today I did. I think finals season has made me realize that I need a different way to destress. I can't even go to class without thinking about how I can't wait to get home and have that release. It just seems like such a massive waste of time that I could be spent studying. Usually I have no problem going a few days without doing it, but lately I've been so stressed that that's not the case. I want to be able to go a day without wasting my time. Not to mention I know that if I just stop I'll have a better sex life with my boyfriend. I've also gotten sick of my Instagram being mostly softcore porn, so every time I post comes up with some barely dressed girl promoting an OnlyFans I unfollow the account. Porn isn't even so much of the issue, I don't even always watch it because it's all so fake and it ends up grossing me out. I just don't want to do this shit anymore, it's fucking annoying. I can so easily waste an hour or more of my day and for what? I want to have my focus back. So, today is my beginning.