Unbiased account of vaccines

Perhaps this is an impossible find but I am seeking out books and/or resources providing unbiased information regarding the history and science of vaccines.

Any folks on here feel skeptical about their own choices and opinions. I, for example, chose not to be vaccinated against Covid-19 BUT as uncomfortable as it is, I am open to the idea that my decision not to get vaccinated may have been a misguided one led by my own biases and the spread of "misinformation." I never felt unquestioningly certain about my decision not to be vaccinated. It felt like the right decision for me at the time, but it felt and still feels nearly impossible to find information about Covid 19 and the Covid 19 vaccine that is not polarized and embedded with an intended narrative. I would love to know if anyone else on here experiences a similar sense of uncertainty and how you choose to handle it.

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