20F Scared of dying ):

I’m already incredibly immunocompromised! I get regular iron infusions due to iron deficiency, I have GERD and IBS and have been hospitalised for severe gastro issues. I have had two heart ablations for SVT + NSVT which I still get episodes when I’m sick / have inflammation in my body.
I also have Dysautonomia.

I started feeling sick 8 weeks ago and I’ve not gotten worse bye I’ve not gotten better either. Fever is gone, but breasts + armpits hurt horrendously and my legs feel like I’ve run a marathon. Vertigo and dry throat / painful swallowing.

Everywhere online says mono means I’ll probably get cancer like lymphoma or stomach cancer since the virus poses a bigger risk for it and it’s even more increased if you ALREADY have a weak immune system.

Currently having a panic attack right now and can’t sleep over it ):