[F4F] - Your New Vanilla Girlfriend Finds Your Toybox

"Bedroom closet, box on the left when you walk in," you answered me. I gave a thanks, then headed into the spacious walk-in, a familiar pang of jealousy hitting me at this ultimate sign of your apartment's superiority to my own. Occasional reminders of the age - and success - gap between us were a fact of life that I was slowly growing used to; it was an unavoidable side effect of being 23 and still getting started in the work-a-day world while dating someone a decade my senior.

I'd already pulled out the box and lifted the lid when I heard your rapid, half-running footsteps behind me and an almost desperate note in your voice as you tried to redirect me.

It was too late. When you walked in, I was on my knees next to the open Rubbermaid, looking up at you with a black-harnessed purple strap-on swaying from my finger. I swallowed as I looked up at you.

"I...not the kind of belt I had in mind," I smile, trying to make light of the situation. I placed it back in the box, but took a little too long replacing the lid as my eyes scanned over a collection of harnesses, restraints, vibes, and toys I didn't even know the intended use of.

I didn't bring it up again that night, and neither did you. We made love in the bed a few feet from the box - our usual, wonderful, vanilla love-making - but my mind was repeatedly drawn back to that box.

You were on your back, propped up against the headboard, legs spread wide. I was on my stomach between them, eating you out slowly and tenderly. My tongue trailed up and down, spreading your labia with every stroke. My left index finger was inside of you, moving subtly and feeling your pulse. My right hand was pinned beneath me, rubbing at my clit which moments ago had been in between your lips.

Your eyes rolled shut. So did mine. I wasn't lost in the act of pleasuring you this time, but instead my mind wandered to the box just a few feet away. I pictured you, in that strap on, stepping in behind me, pressing it to my entrance, driving it home, and...

I came before you did, my second orgasm in ten minutes - a rarity for me. You seemed amused and turned on that I came licking you. I wondered what you'd think if you knew why I came licking you.

It was a week before I brought it up, asking as nonchalantly as I could about your past. You saw through the questions, because of course you did. You assured me that I was enough for you, that those things were mostly in your past, that our relationship meant more to you than all that.

I believed you, of course. I could feel the bond between us too. I always knew you were more experienced than me - way more, if I'm being honest. You were just the third woman I'd slept with while there were at least a dozen girls you'd had before me. The sex between us was great, our relationship blossoming into love.

That was two weeks ago. Your assurances didn't stop my thinking; the thoughts of what I found in your closet are still haunting me. It's not jealousy about former lovers, or fear that I'm not enough for you, or anger that you keep those toys when you have me.

It's curiosity.

It's a quiet Sunday night. We both have work the next day, and I'll probably head home to my place soon. I spend the night occasionally, but not yet every night. We had take out for dinner, then snuggled up to watch a show. It's during a lull that I finally ask the question that's been on my mind for days and days.

"Babe? That box in your closet, and the...the stuff you mentioned from your past...would you ever...I mean...would you ever want to do that stuff with me? If I wanted to?" I ask. My hand is on your though, stroking you tenderly.

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You've started dating someone a good bit younger (I'm thinking I'm in my early 20's, you're maybe in your 30's) and less experienced. I learn that you've at times been pretty kinky, and I'm curious. Can you show me the ropes (pun intended) while maintaining the bond in our budding relationship?

I'd like this to be slow-burn. Kinks can be somewhat flexible but I'd like to include things like my introduction to restraints, face-sitting, rimming, taking orders, and strap-on fucking. I'd prefer to play the sub/ bottom.

I would prefer to converse/ play only when my partner is online, this helps us in maintaining the intensity and excitement. 2-4 paragraphs would be an ideal response length.