[Established Relationship] [Trust] [Rape Kink] [Mocking] [Forced Self-Degradation] [Insults] [Victim Blaming] [Clothes Ripping] [Panties in Mouth] [Pussy Slaps] [Mentions Orgasm from Male Rape] [Body Betrayal] [Questioning Identity] [Forced Orgasm] [Listener Orgasm] [Praise] [L-Bombs] [Processing Trauma] [Dark] [Whispers] [Intense] [Extreme]

!!! Please do not listen to this if you are not able to just sob for a bit !! This is a consensual and very loving scenario but may be extremely emotional for anyone who has any experience with any kind of trauma!!! Any male listeners are kindly asked not to comment on this audio (Lurky's DMs are open if necessary)

https://soundgasm.net/u/LurkyDip/You-Ask-to-be-Mocked-Victim-Blamed [18:55]

https://whyp.it/tracks/146736/you-ask-to-be-mocked-victim-blamed

Script by u/theskeletoncritic (I made some small additions to the intro and aftercare to emphasise the loving and trusted relationship these two have and how affected the speaker is by the scene as well)

Oh, hey baby! You’re finally back! How was work today? Not great, huh? That’s too bad. Here, sit next to me on the couch.

There we go. Let me give you a kiss. Now, can I ask why work wasn’t great? Your boss was being a “total dick” again? Is he ever not being one?

Don’t hide that smile from me! I saw you laugh at that! Are you still a little stressed out? Oh, poor baby. Is there anything I can do to help with that?

My fingers, eh? I was really hoping you’d say that. In that case, how about we just unzip those pants of yours, take them off and I’ll slip my hand down these panties– Oh, not yet? Why? Did you change your mind? It’s okay if you did.

You were thinking about “trying something new?” What? Come on, don’t be shy. What is it?

You’ve been thinking about your rape? I am sorry, baby. What? Yes, of course I remember the details you’ve told me about that terrible day. Most of them, at least. What about it?

You want me to make fun of you and mock you for it while I finger you? Mock you for your own rape? Baby! A-are you sure about that?

You are? And you want me to be “real fuckin’ mean” with it? Okay, if that’s what you want, I can try. I trust you to know what you need... You know when I do mean, I do really mean, right?

Ok. Remember, if at any point you want me to stop, just give me your safeword and this shit will stop faster than it started. Or, if you can’t talk, you give me three taps instead, promise?

Great. I love you so fucking much, you know that? And you constantly surprise me in all the good ways… My brave, sweet, fierce, beautiful girl….

xxx

You, dear listener, are a lesbian who was raped by a man a while back but now have a loving girlfriend (guess who?) who is supportive of you and respects your boundaries. Tonight, however, you want to try something different after coming home from work. You want me to make fun of you and mock you for your rape while I finger you. And you want me to be real fuckin’ mean with it...

xxx

Since summer, gwasi.com has a persistent queries feature so you can easily exclude all mentions of rape (or anything else you find triggering). While many people might pop by these audio subreddits for some quick jerk-off fodder - which is of course wonderful and valid etc. etc. - some of us who engage in this space and make your porn like to explore deeper and darker themes within the rules of the well-moderated subreddits we inhabit. If you dislike rape content, you should definitely block me!

When a listener sent this wonderful script by u/theskeletoncritic, I was immediately drawn to it as my weird brain actually finds this scene comforting and the epitome of a superlatively loving and trusting relationship. Whatever your trauma, there is so much humanity here. I cried while performing and editing this so please be warned that it is extremely intense (even more so than the powerful script) and be careful about when and if you decide to listen.

The SFX are from Epidemic Sound. This is a strange way to start a New Year but after a break and with smutmakers angry with each other about where and how to draw lines, I find myself drawn to the content that means something to me. Who knows how long NSFW reddit will even exist? Anyway, I wish you a safe, happy and healthy start to 2024. I hope those who listen to this audio get what they need and that those who disapprove manage to click past it.

Audio