doing reproductive unit in class..ew

(im not a fifth grader im in highschool this is my heath 1 class) idk if the NSFW tags needed but just in case im putting it

I know this going to make me sound super immature but just eugh...we're on the male one right now and ive seen WAY too many penises. theyre all like drawn images or diagrams but jesus christ. i know its just an organ but they look disgusting and weird and I never thought in my life id be writing PENIS and SCROTUM on a google doc for school. help me. female repoductive ones are next week and I hope to god it its JUST the insides (uterus ovaries whatever) if I have to also see the outsides idk what ill do. im thinking not because those are only internal but who knows at this point. im gonna lose my shriveled little mind. idk why these classes are mandatory we al know we have these things, I do not need to be shown these images for 1 hour and 30 minutes. we all already got the talk in 5th grade and have had our fair share of internet roaming. i think thats more than enough..

Again im aware of how immature this is but i cant help being disgusted and uncomfortable. especially with the fact that i have to write out these words and look extensively at diagrams. ive always been able to look at things super objectively and stuff like gore or medical wounds dont phase me but this is where im putting my foot down 🤢🤢🤢🤢