Just relapsed today and couldnt regret it more

I have done nofap before in my life , in fact ine time i reached thr golden number 90 days free of fapping and porn whatsoever . I then somehow underestimated the power of nofap and thought of it as kind of disappointing which I WAS WRONG.

Last night I was with this girl and we fooled around a lot and i think i actually like her and i promised i won't let one stupid relapse ruin it , but unfortunetly i did and fall in the hole again.

I couldn't thought of anything but come here to you guys and share this with you so I can start my journey RIGHT NOW. In fact this is the only thing to do that can ease me a little bit. I have always postponed doing it because i always spot a initiating time and you know , i never reach it .

BUT remember , One thing I have learned in my life is that , The best time to quit this shit is RIGHT FUCKING NOW. any temptation that postpone this is bullshit , Right now is the time I AM deciding to quit porn and fapping altogether in my life and I'm sticking to it .