21 ftm, my news years resolution

Is for a guy to see me and know immediately they'd be able to get away with violating every inch of me because I would be too scared to fight back. I'd freeze while they pressed my head into the ground and pumped their cock into my pussy and came as fast as they could, leaving me half naked and likely pregnant with their child.

Im touching myself to these fantasies right now.

Or for multiple men to grab me, I'd struggle while they grabbed my limbs and eventually theyd get my clothes off of me. one would be in my pussy and maybe another in my mouth, and possibly one could force me to stroke them off and then cum on my tits. I think it'd work best if they threatened my life and to rape me so badly with objects id be mutilated down there forever.

I also love the idea of rapist beating me before, during, and after. Just making sure i know im a worthless cum rag designed to be violated over and over

Im ftm and 21, 5'5 with short hair and c cup breasts, would you rape me to pump a quick one out into my rape toy body?