This might be weird

This might be a weird topic, especially because my age, but it’s tough going to sleep, knowing You have no one to wake up or go to sleep to no matter how many times you check your phone there’s not gonna be no one there no matter how many times I want to care about me there’s not gonna be someone there there is a person I frequently talk to just time the time and it’s nearly 2 AM for me right now so my mind is kind of going everywhere, but knowing I have to go to school with no one to talk to, but myself and my music, to be honest every day I want to cry but I hold my tails back. Gotta be tough nowadays because if you’re not you’re useless but I’m already useless so I guess it don’t matter I was born alone I’m sick of it I’m contemplating life wondering if I still wanna be in it right now