Getting ahold of Naltrexone is way harder than it should be, lol.

I've been trying to find a single 50mg Naltrexone pill so i can utilize a ULDN protocol. I've been living a "clean" lifestyle in the sense that my life doesn't revolve around drugs or people that use them at all anymore, but i am on Methadone maintenance for the last 7 years (I'm an amputee, pain management has got to be a thing). Plus i still smoke weed a couple times a week and will take psychedelics a couple/few times a year.

Im a total freak about Nootropics/peptides/supplementation and general biohacking though. I really want to grab some Naltrexone for both the MOR upregulation and Cognition enhancing effects of ultra low dose protocols. I can find absolutely any substance i could ever want in life, whether through people i know or online. The ONLY place i've seen Naltrexone available is the dark web, and I'm not about to go through that giant hassle of getting everything set back up for that again and buying 2 dollars in bitcoin for a single pill of anti-dope.

No, im not looking for a source, lol. Im just ranting because this shits absurd. How are the things for recovery and saving lives harder to find than hyper potent fentanyl analogs? lmao.