Sad

My mom has always favorite my brother she gets upset when i have my room a mess and doesn’t say anything to my brother i can’t vent about this to my friends cause they just ignore it but my mom when we go places she is the sweetest but when i mess up or maybe even f*ck up she gets made at me in the store just scolding me she never like me and when i want a anime cosplays she would be like oh your too fat wear clothes more your size and when i try to bring my brother into any conversation my mom would tell me to shut up and when i didn’t pass my leaners permit test my mom and grandma yells at me then when we got home after that day cause my grandma forgot something i went to my room not wanting to anywhere but she forced me and I’m not allow ti stay home alone but all my cousins stay home alone i just don’t like how my mom is treating me and she would say stop eating your gonna gain weight but after a few minutes she would be like why didn’t you eat I think that is it.